I said I'd never touch a cigarette

I watched her sleeping  so peaceful and still
wondering if her eyes will open the next day
I felt so helpless, but what could I do
To take away the pain

I even prayed to something I never believed in
Every night for weeks
How can somebody be so fragile
Someone who once protected me

In the end the day came
I didn’t cry at first
But by the night there were no tears left
Time just made it worse

I  swore I saw a butterfly in my room
I swore it landed on my arm
The ones she used to teach me about
Telling me she’s never gone

I hope she’s knows she is never forgotten
And until we meet again
When I see those little white butterflies
I will always think of her

Hopelessly in love

I took down my walls
I don’t know what you did
Or when it happened
But I fell deeply insanely in love with you
and I can’t get out

A Letter to the New Girl

A letter to the new girl:
I hope you realise you have my world in your arms
And that he is more precious to me than you will know
I hope you know how to cheer him up
And know that he hates his throat being touched
But the back of his neck is fine
Remember that he also likes being the little spoon
And that he’s a good recipient of compliments
He will tell his friends all about you
So be nice, even if you don’t mean it
Know that he has the best intentions
But he sometimes needs time to breathe
Understand how wonderful he is
Because God knows, I do

Blissful simplicity

It’s when I’m having a bad dream
you stroke my hair and say it's okay
It’s when I’m drunk and yell at you
and you don’t get mad at the things I say
It’s when the sun rises without us realising
we’ve been up all night
It’s when I save you the last slice
not just to be polite
It’s when I look at you while you're driving
and I realise I can't see
A world where I'm without you
It's always you and me